tvk hates me.
he says he doesnt, but he does.
i thought maybe, just maybe he was going to be the one who was able to forgive me for the stupid mistakes i make and my misunderstandings of human beings. maybe because he's done so much stupid stuff too. but i guess not.
i know this is probably for the best. someone who can't forgive me is probably not someone i should attach myself to.
after my walk with meg i feel moderately better.
still sad. still real sad.
Steph, this is your opportunity to recover.