Friday, June 13, 2014

I cant believe I hid that stupid note in his backpack.  I hope he never finds it.  Because that would be embarrassing, and I can't bring myself to tell him anything I feel, because I don't know what to do with those feelings since I self destruct all the time. 

The best thing I can do is to leave him alone and let him go.  This should be my new mantra.  Just repeat it to yourself, self.

It's okay.

I wouldn't know what to do with him if I were able to be honest.  or with my life.  or with anything.  And we'd probably fight all the time and it would be awful and our friendship and work would be more ruined.

Just leave him alone.
Just leave him alone.

Oof.

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