I like this guy. He's pretty great sometimes. But I know he's a danger. I gotta back off. Also I was called a prowler at my work last night and it really hurt my feelings. I'm a flirt, and I've tested the waters because those are the only guys I know and see. I'm not a prowler by any means. And a lot of that was months and months ago, I gave up that behavior and returned to normal, which I'd say is the opposite of a slut or a prowler.
I probably shouldn't have been offended. It hurt really bad, but it shouldn't have. I was being a big baby. Probably from the drinking.
So this guy. I think he'd destroy me. I should stop talking to him. I've liked him for awhile, he's been my alternative, and I thought I liked him because I could never take him seriously and we both understood that. I need to either actually keep that in mind or figure out what to do. Or stop talking to him now. That's probably my best bet.
I hate all this because I know it wouldn't be an issue if I could just be.. with you. My dear dear you. You are what I want.