Seeing you today will be scary, but I am excited.
Everything will work out-- you're a fantastic person. I hope you have had a good week.
Meeting your friend was fantastic.
I am mildly afraid of someone sneaking up on you-- what will you do? It is okay... you are free to do what you want, and I support whatever you need to make you happy. I just wish it was me. And it is very soon.
I know, however, that you would not do anything so soon.