I still plan to respect your space. I don't know if you will actually go through with talking. Or what you have been up to. Or the reasons for doing what you are doing. I know you are on your guard, and I expect full armor when you talk to me-- if you talk to me. But, it would be nice if you let it down and just let it all out so we could clear things up and get some resolution.
Does that mean I'll stop loving you? No. Chances are, no matter how far forward we go in time, no matter who we date, I will always be willing to reopen this door. You were a fantastic boyfriend, and you are a fantastic person. I have no reason to dislike you, to think that our relationship wouldn't work (especially feeling the way I feel now and the changes that have occurred in me).
Do I think you're the one for me? Yes. But I am exploring the way I feel just as you are.
Of course I wonder what you are doing, how you are doing, what you are feeling. I do that with just about everyone, I am curious about all the things they do. And of course I am still emotionally invested in you. However, I am strong enough to separate those things.
I don't truly expect you to give me a chance right now. You are too caught up, too hurt. But it would be nice.