It is amazing how much I've grown over this last year and it is mostly in part to do with you. This "break" has had me think of these things. I know I am not perfect. But I am better.
I know I won't stay rational if you come back tomorrow and you tell me you don't want to be with me. I know my heart will break and my logic brain will mostly shut down for awhile. I had just begun to trust this.
I would like to continue trusting this. While I am nervous, standing here precariously on this branch, waiting to see if you're going to cut it off or not, I'm not crawling down. And I want to, and mostly have, faith you'll keep it going. The only thing preventing me from feeling that all the way is your hesitance.
You have taught me a lot. It is my hope that you'll teach me more, and I can help you more. I love you, even when you're not handling things right. I know better than to say you're really my 'perfect' match (except when I'm being cute), but you are... in fact, a very good match for me.
I hope you find this too, and renew your interest in me. And are cute with me. And say you think I'm perfect for you (without prompting, hah!). Because I think that I am as good for you as you are for me.
Thank you. I love you.