Thursday, December 31, 2009

Hard things:
Anniversary, tomorrow.
Are you going to kiss someone tonight?

A part of me hopes so-- that's what we need to move on, right?
Part of me hopes not, I have a hard time letting go.

I hope I get to know what happens with you either way.

I'm such a loser.
hah, I don't really wanna go out with friends and party-- I kind of just want to be by myself. I know I shouldn't be-- it'd be depressing, but... at the same time. This is a big hurt, and it hasn't gone away yet. And this is a hard hump for me. The anniversary. especially since last years was so great.

Monday, December 28, 2009

Sometimes it still hurts.