Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I swing between being okay and wanting you back.  Mostly I'm okay.  I'm seeing someone, I like him.  I think you kind of have that figured out already.  But I mean, I like him and it's awesome and he's great but at the same time he's not you, and in a lot of ways that's really good.  That's awesome.  

But there are times, especially certain times, that I think of you and it makes me want to cry.  My heart still aches for you.  I miss your yin to my yang.

I want to go to Disneyland with you still.  I know I shouldn't want you back and I feel like a really big jerk.  I'm being completely honest with him, but it still doesn't give me excuses.

I wonder how much longer this is going to last.

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